This few weeks have not been easy for me.


First is the EYE, which I screwed up most of the paper.



Then comes my life, which has been experiencing down for quite a long time already.



What does humans live on Earth for?


Is it to make the Earth a better place?


Or is it to destroy it?


I, don't really find any purpose to be living on Earth anymore.


Maybe the world will be better without me?


Maybe the world will not change even if I don't exist?


I never feel the same way again, well, not after this year...


The word "Love" is a very complicated matter that actually puzzled many of us.


In fact, all of us.


For me, my first, is also maybe my last.


All these happenings, has made me developed a phobia of liking someone...

Whoa sian...



Go mess with the blog templete then whole blog gone wrong.



:(


Well, today was not very okay at all...


First is In-touch



Like one of the times I enjoyed soo much.



Even Mrs Chow also go say something.



After that, POA.



Time passes damn slow




After that is Social studies.



Also not fun at all...



English, slightly better.

Discuss about sec 4 graduation.




Maths, boring.



Chinese also boring...




After that, CCA




Stupid someone go reject my proposal.



The other 2 teacher say okay then that idiot go reject






He not even involve lor






Stupid world

Hey!!! It's the Neo again!!!


Quite long time never post le...



So... since I nothing to do, POST!!!



Woke up at 5.45am today.


Rush my maths homework while youtub-ing.



Reach school at around 6.55am



P.E did "floor-ball" again.



Tiring, but super fun.




After that is economic.



More like slacking lesson.



Sit there like nothing to do at all




Recess, nothing to write about.


English, focus on my super duper long compo.



Sure fail one lor!!!


Mdm Saha say cannot write about sex, but the topic is about "marriage"




How to write? So just write about past memories.



Maths, spent the 30min collecting worksheet.


Can't start on the workbook.



Geography...





Whoa, Sam and Jin sheng kenna pumping.



50.



Mr samuel say that must do together or else not counted.





the duel do until 28 then stop there liao.





Then Mr samuel is like waiting there.





Until like 40min before they start again.







Then whole lesson is just about learning "spit" and "tombolo"



Amazing indeed...



CCA is super fun.



Start with P.T.




Wasn't running at all.




Talking to U-bee and Ms Cai



After that, was suppose to do foot drills one.


But in the end, being called for flying.


Seems to master it liao.




Flying seems sooooo easy!!!




Being the mechanic for a long period of time.



Run here and there. (Sort of my P.T bah)



Fly until like 2nd battery then suddenly, someone crash the plane and ended up release early.


Whole propeller flew out.





Luckily I was standing quite far away despite being the mechanic.




Not wearing helmet somemore!!!




Going to buy someone "Allen keys" or something like that.



Bus-ed home with U-bee.


Home, finish my proposal about the camp during december and emailed to Puvan.



Hope she accept it....




Going to be fun!!!










That's all I guess.






BYE!!! :D

Aww...

Today is the last day of the "4 day holiday"



Nevermind.


Yesterday bought new game for my PS3 :D



"GTA 4 episode..." something





Not bad, was playing for quite a long time already.







Today woke up at around 10am?



Then play GTA4, around 11.30am then go JP to look for baoling and take things from her.



Bag+ photos




After that go school for remedial.




Was suppose to be the first to reach school one.




But in the end is the third cos I go to buy drinks.




Not really fruitful...



But something did happened...




Jiayi actually "pffft" out her drink and cause the table to be quite wet!!!





Poor, poor papers and textbooks....



After that, went to Burger King to have our late lunch.



Ariffin joined us there.






After that, Ariffin and I went to Jamie's house to give her the present.



Reach her house at around 5.15pm.




She actually come down with her baby.



( NOT literally her's, but her mother's. Her younger brother."




Super duper cute.
(Well, except that he actually try to eat my finger...)



The baby looks quite like Jamie.

Very active...
And very hungry...



Chat until 5.30pm





Ariffin was sending me messages about "Tell her you like her!!!" and "Your baby?"





Idiot right?




After that, walked home with him.




Reached home at around 6pm.



Samething, played GTA4 until like 9pm then had my dinner.





After that, com-ed until now.





Was totally not ready for tomorrow's common test.




Haix....




4 test somemore
(English, SS, POA & Geo)




Breaking down soon...









Hiax... Not feeling well already (true hor!!! Not fake out one)




Like got fever already.





(Probably due to the fact that I have a " low-stress tolorance", told by my doctor during one of my check-ups)




Something like once I felt sjust a little stress, I will fall sick super duper easily.



But due to my own way of exterminating stress, this doesn't bother me too much




Tomorrow no CCA and no PE.




Sianz...





Friday!!! Come faster!!!




Want to organise a 6D'07 gathering!!!( by someone's order..)


But I guess maybe I am not capable of doing it bah...




Tomorrow shall be a better day!!!





BYE!!!







































Code: 3E4 (to whoever understand this... Goodluck to you!!! :D)

I am very disappointed with myself...



I guess I am really not worth what I have now...



Maybe, it's just an overlook of the teachers...



Missing out a devil among a group of angels...



But, this devil this eventually be caught, and disposed of.



Maybe I am really not worthy...




There are some of the teachers that I really respect.


Others will just piss me off.




Whenever I did something wrong, I feel like I had just let them down.



These are some of them:
Mr Samuel
Mr Hector Heng
Mdm Teo
Mr Gary Ong



This is just a part of it.



These people, they teached me, they moved me, they look upon me.



I just feel like I had just let them down.



Maybe I did something wrong.



Maybe I don't deserve this.



Maybe... All these... Is just an illusion.



What can I expect from my own life?



I am very normal, not one of the "elites", "leaders" and etc




Now, even myself start thinking if I am really worthy of this position




Probably... probably not....

Is it worth to be honest?



They say, honest people tend to lose out.



Just like today.




During POA lesson, only 5 people claims that they didn't do homework.




Others? Hide, copy, sneak away...




It's obviously that there's more than 5 people who didn't do the work.




The world, indeed, is a place where everyman is for themselves...

I come because I just feeling like blogging


Morning, wake up at around 5.30am

Then slack, pack bag and do the morning stuff.


Around 6.20am then left home.


Reach school le, was planning to do maths one, but don't feel like doing so didn't do.


First lesson was physics.


Fun, competing with Javen, yet lose like don't know what


After that was english.



Disturbing Choon Kiat together with No. 27 and No. 18 by staring at him.


Then keep daning "baby", "sorry x2" and "gee"


Mother tongue was.... Very boring.



Did workbook.



Recess, nothing interesting enough to write.


Maths. Started on new chapter, Trigo.




Wa. Confusing.


Need buck up liao.


POA, had test.



Do until last 2 pages, then fall asleep.



Seems like hours sia, but in the end only sleep for 15min.




Still got a lot of time, so do finish liao play with stationery.


Dismissed at around 2pm.


Lunched, then go cabin.


Piano-ed and pool-ed.



Library afterward, browsing books.



Around 3.30pm then went home.


Bath, MW2, computer, MW2 again and now, watching youtube.


That's all





Hope tomorrow shall be a better day!!!!






BYE!!!